I don’t care…enough

I wish I did. I wish I could.

really, believe me.

but I don’t and can’t care enough.
and yet, that is a major part of my vocation. that is a vital part of my life.
you see my dilemma?
most everyone’s in some form of crisis – but I can’t care enough.
I want to fix it. I want to change it. not out of pity, but out of friendship and togetherness. and love.

but I can’t.
I don’t want the cliche. I don’t want the pat answer.
I want it to be different, somehow.

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